Rubixual Life

It let me in
It won't let me out
It's a matter of will
Of pitting will over matter
To start, I walked into a box
Shut in for fourteen dark years
Roamed around my habitation
Simply out of habit
I grew to love black
Colorful in its way
A superb mesh
An entanglement stringing along
In this pretend I delved
Pretentious
Now that I feel to leave
I realize:
The door I came in was shut long ago
And the only way out is backwards
But which way do I face
In a darkness so great?
So many years of twists and turns
It would be far easier to stay
For to exit,
I would have to retrace my steps
Back(ward) to the beginning
To Phase through a wall
[A matter of will to put will over matter]
I never seem to get to the other side
The warmth of home caresses my memories
Shakes my molecules
Sticks me in the wall where I am
Until I have no choice
But to come back inside